The last week i spent most of my time reading my slam book and on self analyzation.
My friends and some not really 'friends' have been kind enough to fill in the 'lines for you' column...
these are the jist of adjectives i got-(dunno how much of it is true...whtevr...)
-pretty nice,decent,innocent(read dumb)
-sweet chatter box,active,enthusiastic,charming,intelligent,cheerful,grt singer
-fun
-bubbly,simple,encouraging
-half cracked,need to improve mindset to survive
-dependable,great company to be with
-positive attitude
-friendly,cute
-caring and understanding
-cool
-cute chik and a nightingale when it comes to singing
my take on this after some self analyzation
-positive attitude---->this is something i RARELY reflect.
-dependable--->well that i am!! :-)
-cute chik and a nightingale when it comes to singing -->ROFL!!!the person has been way too kind and generous!!(i would have considered 'sarcastic' but he is way too sweet n not th sarcastic kinds...)
-innocent(read dumb)--->well to sme extent true!!! :-( (and dumb would be in cases where i totally trust the wrong ppl!!)
-simple-->guess that i am!! :-)
-grt singer--->i really wish i can overcome my laziness and put some blood for my singing!
-half cracked,need to improve mindset to survive-->half cracked...ya totally!!! ;-) ...and abt my mindset--- i dont believe being cunning,lying at the cost of someone for self gain(not that i am a total satyavadhi or something),throwing a false attitude trying to act like someone you are not,showing total indifference and behaving irresponsibly is something you need to survive....
i agree i have faced tough times(and did lose some very important things) the last few months thanks to being simple,straight forward ...i actually started cursing myself for not being cunning and self centered... but at the end of the day when people actually came up and thanked me for my presence and said it made a biig difference to them(i agree this can never make up for wht i lost!!)it still made me realise you can still achieve things by being the way you are!!...and maybe a lil more hard work,dedication and caution when you trust people should do the trick!!and well if you still dont make it....thats ok!!!..its not the end of life!!!......
-and abt the cool,fun company to be with,friendly,cute,caring and understanding--->i cant really judge this!!
All happens for good....(i honestly hate this line!! :-P)
the gal i never was and one i will never want to be.......
